Penny McAvoy.....RIP

Where do I begin......Some very profound things have happened since my last entry. My most beloved grandmother Penny Nadine McAvoy Castleberry passed away. She endured more pain and took everything that came her way with grace and dignity. The medical aspect of her life was unimaginable up to the very end. The mental aspect of not being able to do everything that she was able to do in past was devasting to her. I learned so much from my last year and half with her. I learned things that I never could fully explain in this blog, whether it be about myself, my childrearing abilities, how to conduct yourself as a women, business women, patient or just a citizen of this world. I will never forget these times and cherish my memories for the rest of my life. RIP Buttercup.......

So as I said, this is where I begin......I have thoughts running through my head at ALL times....as most people do. I have been thinking about blogging for awhile and just never took the step, until today. With this forum I will tell stories from my past, some I am proud of some not so proud of. I promise to speak from my mind and my heart and soul. As my nearest and dearest know, I sometimes have no filter.....that being said......I might step on some toes from time to time. Never will I intentionally be hurtful, sometimes though the truth in life does hurt those that are not ready to hear it...... I guess this could be considered running my mouth about what ever comes to mind,when it comes to mind. I am looking at this experiance from a therapeutic perspective. If I inspire some along the way, than that would be fantastic. When I first found out I was pregnant with my precious angel Jessica Nadine O'Day Sanchez....I vowed to set an example as a parent that would be there through thick and thin.....and to be an example of a woman that could stand on her own two feet and never be afraid to think outside the box in life and roll your sleeves up when it is time to get down to business. So there it is....I have begun my journey.....let's enjoy the ride.......T 4/2/10